Journal: May 2006 Archives

Strange Dreams.

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Last night I dreamed that Christina Stephan and Jake Little were staying in my house with my family, and for some reason, Christina and I were taking part in a yoga meditation class at the top of the hill in my backyard. I started sliding down the hill, and Christina said something like "Watch her go!" This made me really mad so I slapped her and told her to shut up. The yoga teacher told me I was out of line, so I think I pushed her down the hill. After that, I went inside to my kitchen. Christina angrily followed me, and Jake was sitting at the table eating celery in peanut butter. Christina started asking me why I had hit her, and I said like, "Oh, you're going to get all indignant now?? And let me guess. Jake is just going to sit there, eating, and get more and more crazy mad inside, until it all comes out." Then I punched the sliding glass door and it shattered. My knuckles were bleeding, and I used the blood to trace a line in the carpet as I walked to my room. I shouted, "If anyone needs me, I'll be in my room. Just follow the blood!!"

Wow, aggression much?

New Shoes!

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For the first time in about a year, I bought myself some new shoes.

Of course, the shopping trip was to buy Ty some shoes for graduation, but I indulged myself.
I also got them in white.

Old Bits and Scraps.

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I am organizing all the random files on my computer and I found these:

10.07.2005

Whatever. Fro-yo is my life. -Carolyn

I don't get you, Sherlock Holmes. Why must you torment me? -Carolyn

If I ever get poetry published, I want to have the pseudonym "Zenobia Caballero". -Me

Rob: Yeah, I'm kind of a Cirque freak.
Me: Not a CIRCUS FREAK? LOLOLOL

Rob: I hate to look at myself in the mirror.
Me: Okay, I will look at you in the mirror.
Rob: That would be creepy if I walked into the bathroom tomorrow morning and looked at the mirror and you were in there.

Aaaahhhhhh.

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A big sigh of relief, for being done with finals. Yay! A quick recap.
Tuesday, I had my last HR test. I studied quite a bit for it, think it went well, though I had to make some stuff up and guess on a few minor issues.
Wednesday, I had the Cost Accounting final. I didn't study quite as much for that one, but feel good about it.
Also on Wednesday, I called Birnbaum to ask about my paper, and she told me that she had given me an A- on it. I was very surprised, because when she handed back the others' papers in class, she had remarked on how dreadful they were and how disappointing it was that Rhodes wasn't teaching students to write research papers, a skill they'd need in grad school. I told her how surprised I was, because of her speech, and that I thought it was too short. She agreed it was short, but that it did what she expected. Awesome. I just wish I could've gotten it back.
Thursday was a reading day, but I also went to the Econ review session.
Friday was the Econ test, I feel very good about that one. Beckham Gramm brought the baby when she handed out the exam, he was so cute.
Yesterday was the Finance exam. I was just so fed up with that class, I was happy to get it over with. The test went all right, I finished it in about 35 minutes. After that, I went to the bookstore to sell back my Finance book, and even though they're not using it next semester, they still gave me $40 for it. After that, I spent 4 or 5 hours on my feet packing up all the stuff to go to the storage unit, loaded it in the car, drove over there, and found that storage was closed for the day and wouldn't be open on Sunday either. So today I'm just sitting around, watching movies and relaxing. I'll probably watch Gangs of New York, Rain Man, and the Graduate. I have them on the Tivo, lovely.
Tomorrow I'll go over to the storage place, unload, come back here, load the car with the few things I am taking home (the bulk of my things is going to storage), and start driving. Then, in the evening, we'll go to the baseball game. Yay!

P.S. Thanks to everyone for commenting on my last post, even if a lot of it was siblings bickering. :)

Bush, Synonym for Idiot (Part 2).

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I really appreciate everyone's feedback on my last post: people's comments were thoughtful and insightful. One main idea that my aunt Linda brought up, as did Kristen, was the idea of conforming to the social majority. But a few ideas might be considered. First, the mentality that non-Hispanic whites have been and will always be the majority. It is true that most of the population speaks English right now, but that could change. As of 2005, Texas' non-Hispanic white population made up less than 50%, with other Southwestern states experiencing similar demographic changes. If or when Hispanics become the majority, what will English-speakers do, if the Spanish-speaking majority decides to be as authoritarian and exclusive as their predecessors? They'd be screwed, because what goes around comes around.

Linda said that learning the language of the host country is a matter of courtesy. I do agree with this. If we say that English is the language of the US (even unofficially, even temporarily as I've discussed above), perhaps it's right that those who come to live or visit here should learn it. Americans are notoriously lacking in this regard as tourists, often loud and largely ignorant of local customs and languages. That aside, I don't think immigrants should have to give up their own native language and culture, even as they celebrate the new one. Nuestro Himno would be a way to universalize the praise of the US. If that's the purpose of a national anthem, I see no problem.

Second, and maybe this is my bleeding-heart liberal side showing, but what is so wrong with letting Mexicans (or Central or South Americans or Spaniards) in, in the first place? Why are people lobbying to build a big, stupid wall in between us? Illegal immigrants are only illegal because we say they are. They come here because they want to work here. What's so bad about that? Are we afraid they're going to take all our jobs? There might be some displacement at first, but I read an article in the Economist recently on this very subject. While a bigger labor supply might initially put downward pressure on wages, it also must be considered that most immigrants would be working in low-skill (and thus low-paying) sectors. Lower wages means that firms have money to invest elsewhere -- in building new factories, for example. And they need people to work in these factories. Labor demand adjusts, wages level out. Here's a graphical representation:

Because my mom loves graphs!

Third, people should be able to sing in any language they like: I believe freedom of speech covers singing, as well. While I don't think Bush is contesting this right, he has been making some inflammatory statements that could be construed this way by a few hot heads.

I'm aware that this jumps from one facet of the argument to another, kind of unrelated. If you guys see any holes in my arguments or just want to shout back more, I'd be delighted to read more stories about hakas and furriners (thanks Grandma and Linda).

Bush, Synonym for Idiot.

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This story has gotten me pretty angry. When 'Nuestro Himno,' a Spanish version of the anthem, debuted last week, Bush said 'people who want to be a citizen of this country ought to learn English and they ought to learn to sing the national anthem in English'. To me, that is wrong on so many levels. What, we don't count people who speak Spanish as Americans, now? Since when does this country have English as its official language? (Since never, the United States does NOT have an official language.) Have we forgotten the beginnings of this country, its reputation as the great Melting Pot? We accepted people from all backgrounds, and we've embraced that mixed heritage, or so I thought. Why does it matter what language the song is in, if it expresses pride in America, just like the original? Like the original is actually in English anyway; who really says "o'er" anymore? A dispute over words is ridiculous, when obviously it's the FEELINGS that matter.

And Bush should really speak Spanish. He is from Texas.

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