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5:39 pm: Tonight is my brother's drum lesson and I have to try out a silver Stradivarius trumpet tonight. Also, maybe there will be racquetball, but I hope not. It wasn't that fun the first time. I hate the eyewear. My internet is down. Suck.

1:41 pm: Yeah I think I'm okay. I went to the bathroom and had a good cry. Then my dad and brother left to do some errands, so I turned on my Internet radio and pet my dog, and I was quickly restored. Before all that, I visited Matthew Shepard's family's memorial site and left a message in the guestbook. But I am better now.

1:02 pm: I was watching Saving Private Ryan with my dad, and it is the scariest movie. I'm only about.. 45 or 50 minutes into it, but it makes me want to bawl. Then this morning, I was reading about the hate crimes, and it just disgusts me. Congress is just now passing crime bills about hate crimes, such as the one in Texas where James Byrd Jr was killed by being dragged behind a truck (March '99) and Matthew Shepard's death (October '98) did make me cry. Why doesn't Congress do something about this stuff when it happens? Or better yet, I just wish everyone would be satisfied with everyone else. To coin a phrase, can't we all just get along? It breaks my heart. Someone even had the audacity to say, "Babysitters kill more persons than do government-identified haters." (Republicans.) Oh God, what is wrong with this world?

7:20 am: Egg parties are stupid. Especially online ones, because then the eggs aren't real. And on a happier note, I'm please to announce that the man who has discovered the way to eternal can't even speak English properly.

PALINDROME ALERT!!!! God! A red nugget! A fat egg under a dog! (Whew.)

7:13 am: A minute ago I just discovered a site that I did a long time ago. I love the little star. I'm so creative. But what's weird is because I was expecting a Shivah (spelling?) type woman figure with blue hair and a conch shell, because I had made myself draw one of those for the design. But I didn't use it.