[9:14am] Today I am 16 years and 3 months old. Um.. I found out yesterday that the Crushlink thing was from Joe, but he sent it to me because he got one from his ex-girlfriend Laura. (Remember, the Mormon? ahahaa) Anyway. So no huge crush there.

June 13 01
[3:20pm] Earlier today, my dad helped me to get my email to work. I found an email in my inbox with the subject line 'Somebody has a crush on you.' and then the first line of the email was: "Guess what, you've got a secret admirer!" This made me happy. So I followed the hyperlink to crushlink where I registered and all that and then there were the steps.

1 Make a list of all your crushes.
2 If you guess your secret crush, we'll let you know you have a CrushLink!
3 Otherwise, all your crushes will get an email saying someone likes them.

I wonder if they understand how horrible this is! I don't even want to do it! I just want to find out who likes me and get it over with. None of this telling-people-that-I-like-them crap. That's too hard. And personal.

[12:06pm] I found out that Michael Jackson was the one who first did "Smooth Criminal." Weird.

[11:03am] I want to be the one, in pictures, that always is the "life of the picture." I have friends who are this, but I'd like to be it, too. I want to be the one who has a signature move, like the peace sign, but nothing as traditional as that. My "pose", I guess you could call it, would be nowhere as vulgar as the one-finger-flick-off or as ludicrous as the Superstar move or as 80s as the lowering-of-the-glasses-and-looking-alluringly-over-the-lenses. Instead, my move would be fresh and young and fun and happy but not crazy or too far past silly. But as of right now, I can't think of any such move to include all these things. And no one is taking my picture.

[9:29am] Yesterday my mom and my brother and I went to the Olive Garden to eat. There was this group of old people behind us and every once in a while I would listen to their conversation (because I'm such an eavesdropper, people.. they were talking loudly, asking for it) and they talked about a wide variety of stuff.

Old person #1: ...Nelly...
Old person #2: I saw that on TV the other night and I thought, "you jerk"..
Old person #3: ..Just because they're black..
Old person #1: It wasn't really him.. it was his sidekicks.

Old person #1: I have Medicare now.
Old person #2: Isn't it great?
Old person #1: Not compared to the stuff they have in Hungary..
Old person #3: They're ARTISTS there.

Old person #1: Bush is going to Europe and the media is such a monster..
Old person #2: They're not even giving him a chance.

[9:01am] I haven't talked to my friend Joe in a long time and since he comes around here sometimes, I'll just write him a short note. How's that for taking-care-of-your-friends? Hmm? Okay.. Start composing.. now!

[2:28pm] Just taking a short break from cleaning. I cleaned the kitchen (mopping included.) But it's not my fault that the dumb doggy won't stop trampling over the wet floor. Dumb doggy.

[12:24pm] My right ear is doing funny things. Weird, not humorous. It feels like it's folding inside out or something. *shudder* That's just so very weird! Anyway, lunchtime.