People ask how it was.
I find myself hesitating, unable to explain.
I falter at "it was..."
What was it?
It was warm...
Pleasant, enjoyable, exciting
Upsetting, shivers, tears
Soaring, falling, sinking,
Suspended heavily in the very air I gasp.
So I can't explain it in parts.
I don't understand.
I haven't changed-- I'm the same.
Was it worth the trouble?